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    August 25

    London

     
    (OK, so this entry is a little late in being posted. I did type it yesterday but an argument involving a large pile of forms meant that its completion had to be postponed... )
     
    Back from London! It was Kat's birthday present - for her and a friend to go for three days, sightseeing and a theatre visit included. It was a really enjoyable visit (with the added bonus of getting me a break from my family, who are slowly driving me nuts)!
     
    We didn't leave 'til about midday on Monday - partly because we got cheaper train tickets if we travelled after 11 o'clock, but mainly 'cos Kat and I both had jobs to do beforehand and, well, we both still needed to pack.. Only once we got on the train did we actually work out what we'd put in our bags. I'd overpacked, bringing a heavy CD player, a couple more tops than I needed (and none of the right kind for the weather), and my fleecy pyjamas which weigh a ton; Kat had underpacked, not bringing a jumper, a camera, more than one change of any kind of top, or indeed any lunch. But hey, a combination of shops and rather expensive baggage storage came to our rescue, leaving us to enjoy our time relatively unencumbered by problems like having too much/too little stuff!
     
    What did we do with our time? Well... after dealing with routine stuff like purchasing 3-day tube tickets (and discovering that Kat's argued with all the barriers! Neh-neh, mine worked!), we caught a train to Harrods to mingle with the stinking rich and not-so-famous! I think it's the sort of place that you have to go to once, just to prove that it actually exists, though all we could afford to buy was some rather tasty fudge from a deli counter in the food hall! You could just tell who was there as a curious tourist and who was actually there to do their shopping - but when it came down to it, I decided that I wouldn't want to shop there. 75p for a little bit of jam with your £3.50 scone? I don't think so! And walking through the clothes section, they may have been designer garments but quite frankly I wouldn't be seen dead wearing any of 'em. For the most part, they were 'orrible!
     
    The rest of the day was spent wandering - round Hyde Park mostly, where we stumbled upon the memorial fountain for Diana; then through into Kensington Gardens, up to the nearest tube station, and around Oxford Street. Normal shops! Though obviously the more expensive end of normal shops - the LaSenza sale had finished and the top in Monsoon for £7.50 didn't fit.. *sighs* Then back on the tube to pick up our bags and make our way over to Kat's aunt's house in Staines, where we were staying. (Notes on this part of the trip: nice house, really lovely family, shower fit for Lilliputians, towels fit for Lucy-length people :) )
     
    Tuesday. After a leisurely start, first on the agenda was the Imperial War Museum. It's the first time I've been there - I think Kat had been once before - so we decided that it would be best to concentrate on a small section and do it properly, rather than try to see everything and do none of it properly. We spent our time learning about the Second World War - the machinery, the Home Front, and the effect the war had on children, as well as the (*American accent time*) 'Blitz Experience'. It was very interesting, but somehow.. well. I always feel slightly uneasy in that sort of museum. People need to know about what happened. For anyone caught up in war, past or present, civilian or soldier, there is a tale that needs to be told, not least so that we can learn from it and try to prevent more suffering from happening. There is a wealth of social history, technological history and geographical history involved in any war that is as valuable as from any other time period, potentially moreso. Sometimes I can't help feeling, though, that the whole thing becomes a bit, well, commercial. I don't mean that in that people try to make money out of it as the Imperial War Museum is in fact free. I just mean that it becomes a bit of a tourist attraction for people like us to visit, gawp at, take a few photos then move on to the next thing. (Hmm. I don't feel like I'm expressing myself very coherently. I know what I mean...) That said, I did enjoy our time there, and would like to return to see some of the other exhibitions at some point in the future.
     
    It was here that Cat joined us, having travelled down to come with us to the theatre in the evening. After a quick venture into WW1 territory and the 'Trench Experience', we decided that we'd had enough of war for the time being, and made our way back to the tube. Next stop, Camden - and we were impressed! We'd heard of the market, obviously, but we hadn't realised what a treasure the area could be for clothes shopping! There was a gorgeous skirt on a market stall which I nearly bought, except that there was nowhere to try it on and on closer inspection there was some loose stitching around the waist.. and a gorgeous top which I did try on (in a shop), except that it wasn't quite, ahem, accommodating enough in certain places.. and gorgeous dresses which I could never have justified buying, even though they weren't unfairly priced.. You get the idea! Kat did buy a t-shirt to solve her clothes crisis, and then we wandered around for a bit window-shopping, until it was time to find food and to make our way over to Shaftesbury Avenue (dahling!) for our treat of the visit - 'Les Misérables'!!!!
     
    Les Mis was fantastic. Absolutly amazing. Spine-tingling (albeit in a good way, thanks to my new back cushion!). I've wanted to go for years and years and years, and finally I could and I wasn't disappointed! I could rave for a long time about most aspects of the performance - hell, I could create a new blog entry for it! - but suffice to say that it was worth every single penny that I would have paid for it (if it hadn't been Kat's birthday treat!) and it made me wish I was good enough to become a professional musician. Particularly uber-amazing was the guy playing Jean Valjean, the protagonist... and I know that I have a thing for musical guys, but if someone, anyone sang to me like that in person... 0:-) Seriously, though, it was well worth going to see, and certainly my highlight of the trip down!
     
    Then yesterday we did all the tourist-y stuff right in the centre of London - saw Westminster Abbey (though we didn't cough up the £10 apiece to go in), wandered along the embankment, saw street entertainers, etc.. We'd been going to go and see St Pauls but when we realised that half of it was still boarded up for restoration work, we really couldn't be bothered. Instead we caught a tube train to Covent Garden and walked round there for a bit (ending up in a pub!), before we had to go find food and bags and travel back on the train.
     
    'Twas a really nice way to spend three days! And each time I go to London now, I feel like I'm getting to know it a bit better... I still don't especially like the Tube and I still wouldn't want to live there, but it really is one of its kind to visit!
     
    We saw Les Mis we saw Les Mis we saw Les Mis!!!
    August 20

    Busy Busy Busy

     
     Been a lil busy over the past couple of days, to put it mildly. Not on anything useful like contacting the Student Loans Company or going to the bank, mind you. Other, more interesting stuff :D *the ostrich approach always works*
     
    Friday was kinda bad, at least to start with. After spending the first part of the day mooching around in pyjamas and revelling in it, I had my driving test early afternoon. I failed. Annoyingly, the major fault came just two minutes from the end, at my *favourite* roundabout in Kings Heath. I'd seen the car in question - I'd judged it safe to go, the examiner evidently hadn't. End of story. To be fair to the examiner, he couldn't not fail me for it, but I really could have done with it being on a different day.. I don't mean that I would have reacted any differently at that particular roundabout, I just wouldn't have burst into tears when telling Ron the news if I hadn't been feeling quite so crap already. What is so incredibly annoying is that the next available slot at Kings Heath is mid-October, by which time I will have gone up North, so I've got to wait 'til Christmas at the earliest before I can try again - the risk, of course, when I had to have the test postponed in the first place. I know in theory I could check another centre, but I wouldn't know any of the roads and.. well, I'd still rather do Kings Heath. Ah well.
     
    It was in this frame of mind that I went out to Kat's for her birthday. Having already decided to hang being teetotal for the immediate future, I had one bottle of Peach Archers Aqua (? I think.. about 5%?) down before we set out for town. And I'd been shown how to use the bottle opener! :) 'Twas a good night! Dividing our time between Cat's bar and then a local nightclub (*feels big and grown up*), much alcohol was consumed (well, for me, anyway) and much dancing and gossip was to be had! Getting back home at quarter past three in the morning, while not actually that pleasant the next day, felt suitably decadent for celebrating an 18th birthday in the middle of the holidays! I do have a few photos, but I will probably send them to Kat to use as she sees fit *looks enquiringly in the direction of Northfield*. I look awful in most of them - I have a nasty feeling that I may have gained rather a lot of weight recently...
     
    Then a rather unpleasant wake-up call at eleven o'clock yesterday morning was necessary, as we needed to get to a village somewhere in the Cotswolds for Richard Jones' 60th birthday celebrations. I had 45 minutes in which to wake up, down a large amount of water, and transform myself from 'Brummie gal just got back from night on the town' to 'family friend, suitably attired and mannered to converse with Granny from Cheltenham'. Let's just say that I was still doing my make-up in the car when we arrived there.
     
    The event itself - meal in hotel restaurant, bell ringing followed by tea in church hall, walk to village three-and-a-half miles away (ending in torrential downpour), and supper at a local inn - was sufficiently pleasant/quaint/traditional/obligatory to not be too taxing, which is just as well. Despite the fact that I'm not used to drinking alcohol, the four (or so!) drinks from the night before didn't leave me with a hangover as such, thankfully - but I was still living off adrenalin and my throat still felt/feels raw. I spent much of the day with Elisabeth, a Swiss girl of my age who has been staying with the Joneses, and is really really lovely! Her English puts my French to shame - not that it mattered in this instance, as coming from the outskirts of Zurich, her main language is Schweiz-Deutsche anyway. But it was particularly nice to have someone 'normal' to talk to - obviously Alice and Henry were having to 'mingle', as it were, and apart from a young Ecuadorian family, the party was basically all adults. I think that Richard had given people a quick, annotated resumé of who was going to be there; all these old biddies kept coming up to congratulate me on the fine achievement of studying Maths at Cambridge. Feeling rather more cheerful about affairs by this point, it gave me enormous pleasure to inform them that I had in fact been rejected two days ago, and to watch them squirm as they tried to dig themselves out of the hole that they had just created for themselves! Not that I'm sadistic or anything..!
     
    So that's what's been happening chez moi! Off to London with Kat for three days tomorrow, then Southwold on Saturday :D. Normally by this point in the holiday, I'd be muttering about 'why-do-we-always-have-to-go-off-on-bloody-holiday-and-have-no-time-in-Birmingham-to-relax', but this time I'm positively enjoying it! Probably because I have had time at home to relax - after exams, for these couple of weeks, and for the whole of September coming up. And I am genuinely a lot happier about my results now. I now feel like I can look forward to Durham and celebrate the As rather than dwell on Cambridge, which had somewhat spoiled things on Thursday and Friday. Who wants to go to smelly Cambridge anyway?!
    August 17

    Lucy Gets...

     
    French AS - B
    Obviously.
     
    Maths - A
    ...
     
    Classics - A
    Not my best module scores, and for some reason I particularly screwed up Middleton's module.. but hey, it's an A and that's what matters.
     
    Music - A
    Yay! :) I even got an A on the performing!!! *shocked*
     
    Further Maths - A
    Now something funny went on with my Maths results. I guess it was asking for trouble, taking 13 modules on a 12-module course. They still got me my As, but I reckon I could notch up some higher UMS scores if I sit down with a pencil and paper and rearrange the modules a bit! They included D1, interestingly, but scrapped S1 altogether, which is just rude considering it was one of my 100%s! Not that it particularly matters.. just for my own personal satisfaction really! And I got 76% on M3, which is what I'd call pretty damn lucky.
     
    STEP II - 3
     
    STEP III - U
    I knew that I'd done shit, but I didn't think that I'd done that shit. Especially on paper II. I thought that that one had at least been passable.
     
    AEA Maths - merit
    S'all right!
     
    General Studies - A
    *rolls eyes*
     
    Ending Up At - Durham
    So yeah. As pointed out by quite a few people, it's heavily ironic - a lot of people would give their back teeth to be in my position right now. Four As and going to Durham. I still don't know how everyone did, but I was by no means the only person out on the drive with a phone in one hand and tissues in the other, and I'm prepared to bet that for a few of them, it was their insurance places they messed up, forget their firm. For anyone who is now going to have to take a year out, or enter Clearing to do a course they're not really into, failing to get into Cambridge Maths seems trivial really. In a way, I feel really guilty for getting upset, 'cos let's face it, at one point I was going to turn Cambridge down and go to Durham anyway. It's the same outcome, right?
     
    But it's just the inevitable sense of I could have done better. That sounds like the mantra of a perfectionist.. I wasn't going for perfect - just enough, and I didn't get enough. Of course, whether I could have done or not is a different matter. If I'm being really honest with myself, I'm probably not Cambridge Maths material anyway, and if I couldn't cope with STEP (and the pressure thereof), I probably wouldn't have coped with the course once I got there. Much better to go to Durham and enjoy myself properly, as the lady from Trevelyan cheerily reminded me when confirming my place there, but...
     
    I'm sure it'll turn out great. For the minute, though, it's disappointing. I did want to go to Cambridge in the end.. and I may not have been making it up when I said that I wasn't going to get in, but while there's life there's hope, so to speak. While there's that tiny sliver of a chance that somehow you can scrape the grades, you hang on just in case, and it's not until you read the piece of paper that you finally let go.
     
    The worst thing was that apart from Mr Overton, all the staff thought that I'd got in. Four As, including Further Maths? Easy. Wheeldon made me go for a mugshot to celebrate.
     
     I need chocolate.
    August 14

    Tch!

     
    On a not unrelated subject, have you ever felt like telling the government to grow up?
     
    Just give the universities the bloody UMS scores..!
     

    Lucy Predicts...

     
    Not that I've got my mind on results at all.. that's reserved for the nightmares. :(
    Anyhow!
     
    French AS - B
    Psychic, me! Given the pathetic mark (62/105) that I needed in the oral for an A, I could have retaken it, I guess. But retaking that a year after having dropped the language (when I don't even know where I went wrong in the first place) would have been tough. I might have done so if it had been the essay paper I'd bombed out on instead, but for the sake of six marks.. Better to have cut my losses and concentrated on my A2s, I reckon.
     
    Maths - A
    Not so much of a 'prediction' either. I'll have a UMS score of either 571 or... works out alternative module scores... 558, obviously depending on whether I have to use D1 or not.
     
    Classics - A
    If I miss out on this one, it will be embarrassing, not to put too fine a point upon it. 51%!
     
    Music - B
    Sadly. I'd've loved an A, just 'cos I've enjoyed the course so much and put so much work into it, but being realistic, it ain't happening. Ah well. The As are probably better reserved for the Joe Halligans of this world anyway!
     
    Further Maths - A - hopefully!
    I'll leave the Music, don't care about the French, but I really want an A in Further Maths. Even better if I can keep M3 in there, though the absolute max I can get from that paper is a C, and I'm lucky to have a contingency plan with the D1. No matter what happens with anything else though, if I can get this A, I can hold my head up high and say that I did it; that even if Cambridge still turn me down, nowhere else would have done at this stage, and that's something.
     
    STEP II - high 2 or low 1
    I reckon *keeps fingers crossed!*. As you can tell, this one went a darn sight better than STEP III. Not that that would be hard.
     
    STEP III - U!
    Sigh. It would not be an exaggeration to say that I have never failed an exam so spectacularly in my life. Even the AS French oral. I came out in floods of tears. Even if it was a harder paper than usual (as Mrs Oakley tried to reassure me), I completely screwed up, and while I may not be alone, I don't think that anyone can have done any worse than me. They can't mark what you don't write down.
     
    AEA Maths - probably a pass or merit
    I left out too much for anything better, mainly because I stopped caring about 45 minutes in!
     
    General Studies - A/B
    Just remembered about this one! While an extra A would be nice in theory, I put in the amount of effort to merit a low E, and more to the point, I suck at essay writing (which accounts for a good three quarters of the A-Level). So yeah.. One A-Level for sale? Won't get you in to Cambridge, *not even* as a replacement for STEP III, but according to *Dr* John Ash will tip the balance on every other university course in the country? Phhh, I think not!
     
    Ending Up At - Durham
    Cambridge make 400 offers for 250 Maths places. I reckon about four of those four hundred will fail to get three As. You do the Maths.
    August 13

    What I Have Been Doing For The Past Fortnight Or So

     
    The short answer to that would be ‘getting wet’.
    The slightly longer answer, ‘getting wet up mountains in Austria’.
    The *significantly* longer, and slightly more informative answer follows…
     
     
    Having been to the same valley twice before, each time to encounter two weeks-worth of blistering sunshine, I felt fairly confident in predicting ‘nice weather’ and ‘pretty views’, not to mention ‘days spent at outdoor swimming pools’. Alas it was not to be – we had one sunny day at the start of the holiday, and from thereon in it rained. Solidly, for two weeks. Which kinda sucked!
     
    To be honest, there isn’t much to say about the main part of our holiday. We waited for good weather – it didn’t come. We did quite a few walks in full waterproof clothing on the basis that we needed to get out of the apartment to keep our sanity intact, and besides, it was a waste to come all that way just to sit inside and read books. Those walks that we did were pretty enjoyable for the most part, despite the weather, although obviously a lot of the ones that we’d have liked to have done were off-limits. Getting soaked in a valley is one thing – getting soaked on an open chair lift that takes you up through thick rain-clouds to above 2000m is another. That’s not to say that Dad didn’t try to persuade us to do so, but as a general rule, popular disgust won out. Unfortunately, the Zillertal is not over endowed with indoor activities, and while we did play tennis in the local sports centre a couple of times, we were getting pretty desperate by the time we came away.
     
    Peter’s behaviour was absolutely atrocious, even by his (low) standards. He was constantly whining, constantly demanding attention, and refusing to do anything which could be deemed helpful or considerate. He seemed to be under the opinion that we had ordered the bad weather specially to annoy him, and thought that we owed him favours as a result. He couldn’t see that there were other agendas beside his, and that the rain spoiled our plans just as much – that anybody else was tired or fed up or bored. The real saving grace was the fact that the Barks were there. This is a family that we met the first time we came to Austria, five years ago, and have kept in touch with ever since. Duncan is a German teacher, Christine a librarian, and their two boys, Bobby and Jonathan are roughly the same age as Peter. Also with them this time was Christine’s mum, Sheila. For all of us it was different company; but for Peter it was someone to run around with, conspire secret visits to the vending machine with, and build Lego models with, something with I realise he doesn’t have at home with no brother or companion of his age.
     
    We did have a couple of good outings, notably a day spent in Innsbruck, and the first couple of days weren’t in Austria at all. We’d flown to Dusseldorf, then travelled down by train to Koblenz to meet Rachel off a choir trip before going on by train down through Germany and into Austria. Koblenz was fascinating – a stark contrast between the old and the new. The centre boasts medieval streets and traditional town squares, while the youth hostel up on the hill is the converted part of a huge Prussian fortress! However the Rhine itself is firmly industrial – a constant stream of whopping barges, long goods trains that rattle past every minute of the day and night and an infrastructure that could best be described as ‘functional’.
     
    One or two shenanigans getting home.. Because of the ludicrous way that air-flights are priced, we had arranged to fly home from Munich to Heathrow - basically a one-way ticket costs about four times that of a return on most airlines, so we'd been going to use coaches and trains to travel up England yesterday evening. Duncan had been listening to the news on German radio and had warned us of the problems at Heathrow, but there wasn't a lot we could do - we had to get home somehow. We'd crammed as much as possible into our holdalls, reducing eleven bags to eight, but even this wasn't useful in the end, discovering at Munich that a) hand-luggage was now being allowed again and b) our flight was cancelled anyway. But after a tense half-hour or so, by some stroke of extraordinary luck, they offered us a redirection to - you've guessed it - Birmingham International! Granted we had to wait about a bit at Munich airport, but there were cafés on hand, live beach volleyball for our entertainment (yes, live beach volleyball, in the middle of a city airport..), and as it turned out, we got home about the same time that we would have done, minus a lot of effort. I just feel slightly sorry for whoever was meant to have our seats - the guy at the desk told us very confidently that they'd overbooked the flight.. but if we hadn't taken the seats, someone else would've done, and I bet they wouldn't have lived in Brum anyway!
     
    So that was my holiday! It turned out all right really, and my knowledge of German is improved from ‘barely anything’ to ‘excruciating’, but some sun would have been nice… I should so have gone to Italy with Kat…

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    What the...?!
     
     
    *isn't liking the new shade of the background*
    *or, particularly, the font*
    *where's text formatting disappeared to?*
     
    Hmm!